I will rise now

I am the biggest dork in the world.

So, I worked today (and found out that tomorrow's my last day, apparently). After work, I went over to jitb to grab a large orange soda (which Ambra is now drinking most of). And finally, she was there.

It was weird.

I started by trying to apologize for the weirdness that had occured last week, with the pizza and everything. She asked me if I wanted the soda for free, she didn't want to charge me for it. I was all flustered and didn't know what to say, so I ended up paying for it. It was just basically me being a dumbass, it's hard to really repost any details. At one point, she said "I can honestly say that's never happened to me before", which I guess is good, since she was bringing that whole thing back up, instead of trying to act like it didn't happen? But at that point, we were just kind of sitting (and standing) there, looking at each other. As noted earlier, I wasn't particularly uncomfortable with that specific situation, as opposed to any other situation I might find myself in with her. So I kind of just drive off. Yeah, I know. I said something, though, to indicate that I was leaving, not like I just drove off or something. But it was definitely me abruptly terminating the session, or something like that.

I'll try again tonight.

A Man Called Adam -- Love Forgotten