To wreak havoc and destruction, and to strike fear

Don't listen to anything that I say. I have no idea what's going on. Well, I do. We talked about it. Kinda. And it's mutual that we have no idea what's going on. Sort of. So we're not worrying about it. At least not officially. Unofficially, it's quite an emotional rollar-coaster for me. Granted, it's sort of evened out lately. Kinda. At times. Something like that. But as recent events prove, that's not anything to take *that* much comfort in. It's partly because of who and how I am, partly because of all the other stuff that's going on right now, which makes it difficult not to get upset about things. So yeah... I guess I'm just going to hang on and stop trying to figure out where it's heading, where the end is.

Or something like that.