Love, life, and laughter is all I believe in

That was fun.

Took the Fine Arts test. Studied a good bit for, and it showed - I was certain on most of the answers, except like two. So that's good. I still have to do a critique by Friday, and another by the end of the month. I also need to do the 30 points of extra critiques that I can, to see if I have any chance of salvaging this class.

I still have to take the CS test after class. That should also go well - I understand classes and methods, which seems to be the focus of the test. Almost embarrasingly so, oddly enough.

Shelley asked me an odd question last night - "Do we only talk because of Lilie?" Not really. I mean, sure, it helps. I can see how she thinks that, it's just... well, I'm not really very social lately. Not for the last three years or so. I've had a lot of difficulties meeting new people and cultivating new friendships, skills I seem to have lost, or at least misplaced. I've gotten a little better about socializing, but that's only because I show some signs of being co-dependent. At least, I think that's the word - where you have to have someone else to rely on to be able to really be able to deal with other people. That didn't come out quite right; it makes sense in my head, though. But anyway. So, without Lilie, or rather, without the relationship between us, I don't think Shelley and I would hang out very much, nor talk that often. But without Lilie, I'd still be very, very withdrawn and anti-social. Bad? Sure. But something I've learned to deal with. So it's more of a qualified 'yes', but not at her directly, but to the world at general.

Mom and Bambi both have asked me what I want for my birthday. I never know how to answer this question. Well, every once in a while I do, but for the most part, I'm stumped. I have been telling them I want a megaphone though, which seems to elicit a lot of laughter. Which is sort of the point, except that I *do* want a megaphone. The possibilities are endless.

I'm also having a ton of issues with the Season 00 TV Rip torrent for MST3K. That really sucks, 'cause that's really my best chance of getting all of the K Season downloaded. It's crashed my computer twice already. I'm afraid that the 1st Season will have the same problem; we'll see.