2004-10-29

We're so worried about saving our souls, afraid that God will take his toll, we forget to begin - Jewel

As it turns out, I do have a life outside of Lilie. Shocking, I know. Let's see what I've been up to in other areas:

Works been going okay. I'm usually opening Tue/Thu/Sun, and a day shift on Saturday. I've got the opening thing down fairly well; no other alarm incidents - though Dave hasn't given me my own code yet, so I'm still using Javi's. He's finally agreed to give me my assistant manager raise, though I have a feeling it's going to be very small. Once I've proven my skills, I'll ask him about it. It's really weird for me to be working such a set schedule. Last semester and all summer, I was working a mixed schedule, since my online courses didn't bound my time at all. Now, that, since I can't work Mon/Wed/Fri day, and he's been giving me nights off when I have school that day (and now, on days when I open the next day), my schedule is fairly fixed. I haven't really worked with anyone from night crew in a while. I used to have fairly good connections to everyone else, from having worked with them, but no anymore. I haven't worked with Freddie or Katie in a long time, for example. I'll see Freddie tonight (I think) when I go in at close to review the closing procedures with Javi, and I've been talking to Katie intermittently online. There's really not a terribly lot more I can say about work, other than I loathe it incredibly.

Well, there's a few more things I can say. I'll be working 5 - C Halloween night, so there go any plans for me. We're encouraged to wear costumes, and of course, I only have one costume that I've worn in the past three or four years, so I'll probably wear that. They tend to get in the way, though, so I don't know how long I'll be wearing them for. We'll just see.

Classes have been going okay. We recently had an Intro to Fine Arts test, which I think I did okay on. He usually takes a while to grade, so it'll probably take a week or so to get the grade back. I didn't go to Chemistry class all week, but I did get a 15/15 on the homework that was due Tuesday night, so I'm fairly certain I have a decent grasp on the current concepts being discussed. I have to write an annoying program dealing with classes for CS class. Probability is, well, probability - the same as when I took it in high school, except that we're going into the proofs on equations that we just took as axioms earlier. Which is pretty cool. Chem lab is going better than I thought it would be. Mahin, our TA, is using express grading, and I've been getting 20's (out of 20) on all of the labs recently, as well on our most recent quiz, which I half pulled out of my ass. Apparently, there's some cool stuff up in there, need to check on that. I got asked for help twice in the past two weeks, which is good, because I managed to meet a f ew people.

After lab today, I went to play DDR at the Student Center for about an hour, hour and a half. There were these two guys playing as well; we alternated. They were... well, crappy. But they were beginners, so I'm not trying to sound really arrogant or anything. One played on Beginner, the other mainly on light, with the occasional Standard. I have trouble accurately gauging other people's skill levels, because I immediately caught the difference between jumps and 8th notes while playing, due to my musical background. I had to drive up to work afterwards to see who was closing tonight - Javi - to make sure I could come in and review the closing procedures. I went through the Sessoms & University(/Aquarena) intersection, and heard a car horn honk. I turned back, and sure enough, Lilie was at the light. She was on her way to work. I called her to say 'hey', but it turned out she hadn't honked. Which is really just weird. Very weird.

On the way home, I (finally) found "NexLevel", the new cyber-cafe on the square. It seems pretty cool (pictures to follow). They have like 14 computers, two tvs, and a PS2 hooked up to a nice TV. The rate for PS2 or Xbox is something like $5 an hour, or 4 for members. They also have two metal DDR pads; I paid $2.50 for half an hour of play. I didn't have any real problems on the pad, though it took a bit to adjust to the different feel. I even tried playing some doubles, but that didn't work. Pity. I played for almost an hour when I realized how long I'd been playing. Went over to the register to get something to drink, and admonished them for not letting me know my time was up. They said, and I quit, "Psh!" Or something like that. There wasn't really anyone else in there anyway. I took a number of pictures (to be posted later).

In fact, I'm going to have to cut this one short - Shelley and I had an interesting conversation:



determined_rose: :-P
*** "determined_rose" signed on at Fri Oct 29 19:45:58 2004.
mr_binky_the_jackalope: hey
determined_rose: <):) determined_rose: hey yourself
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Um, okay.
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Hold on.
determined_rose: k
mr_binky_the_jackalope: k
mr_binky_the_jackalope: back
determined_rose: 8-}
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I had to go hey myself.
determined_rose: lol
determined_rose: /:d/
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Um, okay.
determined_rose: \:d/
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Right.
determined_rose: thats what i was trying to do
determined_rose: you dont like my disco smiley?
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I don't like smilies in general.
mr_binky_the_jackalope: So what're you up to?
determined_rose: nothin
determined_rose: just working on the playlists
determined_rose: chris called
determined_rose: he just sounded so excited to be coming up here! (sarcasim)
mr_binky_the_jackalope: That's not good.
mr_binky_the_jackalope: So what's up with you two?
determined_rose: dunno
mr_binky_the_jackalope: He has no idea about how unhappy you are, or what?
determined_rose: guess i will find out later
determined_rose: no he doesnt
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Poor guy.
determined_rose: maybe it was just meant to be a fling
determined_rose: i dont know
determined_rose: i am not trying to be a vicious bitch
mr_binky_the_jackalope: You're a girl.
determined_rose: but i dont want to do this if it isnt going to work out
mr_binky_the_jackalope: It comes with the territory.
determined_rose: :-O
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I fully agree with that.
determined_rose: buthhead!
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Yep
determined_rose: what crawled up your ass?
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Nothing.
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I just like teasing girls about being girls.
determined_rose: you never say stuff like that
mr_binky_the_jackalope: When I said I fully agree, I was talking about not going along with it if it isn't going to work out.
determined_rose: i know
determined_rose: anyway, i dont know what to do
determined_rose: everytime i am honest with him he cries
determined_rose: what the hell i am supposed to do with something like that?
mr_binky_the_jackalope: That's probably significant
determined_rose: grrrr
determined_rose: i hate being the adult
determined_rose: whats worse is i hate being the dominant
determined_rose: what i refer to as the male figure in the realtionship
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I thought you liked being dominant, except in bed?
determined_rose: yes and no
determined_rose: its not a challenge with him
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I'm going to disagree with you.
mr_binky_the_jackalope: On your "what I'm going to refer to as the male figure" statement.
mr_binky_the_jackalope: What's wrong with "the dominant figure"?
determined_rose: theres nothing wrong with it
determined_rose: i was raised where the man was dominant at all times
determined_rose: thats why i say it like that
determined_rose: not that the male has to be dominant or even should be
determined_rose: its just the way i tend to think of it
determined_rose: didnt mean to insult you
mr_binky_the_jackalope: You didn't
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I'm just touchy about gender equality at times
determined_rose: i understand
determined_rose: i wish you were here, come keep me company
mr_binky_the_jackalope: I'm not doing anything for the next three hours or so
determined_rose: you have to come down here for work anyway
determined_rose: so come on over
determined_rose: k?
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Um, sure.
determined_rose: lol
mr_binky_the_jackalope: Give me a little bit to wrap up this journal entry
determined_rose: goofball
determined_rose: see you soon, ok
determined_rose: bye

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