Man, that's funny

So Rose called last night (it was actually at 12:45 am this morning, but I've slept for more than four hours between then and now, so it's last night), and we talked. She complained that we hadn't talked in a while, and that her and Katie wanted to talk to me more often. And here I am, getting all insecure about my relationships with the two of them. That's kinda funny. I mean, it doesn't really have anything to do with me liking Katie, other than to let me know that she does, in fact, enjoy my company and talking to me. That's *really* good to know. I might head up there tonight after work, and see if she'd like to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind with me - I don't know if it's out on video/dvd yet; however, they don't have a VCR. Rose, though, pointed something out - I have a PS2, and those are fairly portable. Which is right - I can just take it up there. And I think I will. If I do. I still don't know what I'm going to do about liking her, though. We'll have to see how that works. She did tell Rose that she prefers sitting, drinking, and listening to music over going to a club and dancing, which is good. I still don't know what to do.

Had a dream about Mindy last night. It was... weird. There was a knock on the door; I answered it, and she was just standing there, like nothing was weird. I stepped foward, shut the door, and we just started making out. Hard and passionately. It was... disturbing, to say the least. I certainly have no desire to even see her again, much less rekindle any aspect of our past relationship.

ACC sent me a check for seventy dollars. Under description, it just says "june mileage." Odd.

Deep cleaned my room last night - the only thing I didn't do was clean behind my dresser, desk, and tiny bookshelf/desk thing. It's nice to have a clean room again. It'll last a while, I think.

I've been avoiding the guys lately. Not because I don't want to hang out with them, nor because I don't want to play D&D. It's just... I've been in a phase lately, where I really, *really* don't want to be around groups of people. That's why I didn't go to Greg's birthday party as well. I sorta know why, but it still gets to me. No telling how long it'll take for me to get over it this time. So that's fun.

Gotta go to work in two hours or so. It's Fourth of July weekend, so we're going to be ass busy. What fun.