It happened.

And I'm scared now. My fears have been realized. .03. I'm not sure what to do now. Obviously, I need to tell mom very soon - I don't quite have the courage yet, but I'll have to tell her tonight or tomorrow. Maybe I can go to ACC for a semester, then go to SWT in the summer and fall? I'm just not sure. I feel so numb inside, and I'm having to fight back tears. I might call them (or go by; that might be preferable) and see if they have like some sort of probationary admission, because I graduated fourth in my class and had such high test scores. But they probably won't. I just don't know what to do.