2008-10-29

This was never the way I planned, not my intention

So I've been sleeping on and off all day. It was kinda frustrating, since I wanted to write my MU 2313 essay earlier today (though I think we all know that the end result might be the same, though my room might be cleaner). Anyway, the most recent nap was from approximately 9:45 to 11:15 pm. I had a dream during that time. Parts of it are already fading, since it's like two hours later and I'm working on my essay, but I'll try to keep it coherent. Concise, well, that's not one of my strong suits.

Also, truck situation. But that's later, and will probably also be put on my MySpace blog.

Moving on.

We were in some type of warehouse store - like Sam's or something, or a really big Wal-Mart. I was with a good friend - it would have had to be Jarrod or David. I'm really leaning towards David. At some point during the dream, I ran into 'Becca Caudle, David's old girlfriend. I was walking around by myself and ran into her; we talked briefly. After that, David and I were walking around. The item we were trying to acquire was on a really high shelf, so I grabbed a nearby ladder and started to ascend. It was *really* rickety, so I was asking David to steady the ladder so I didn't fall or anything. While I was up there, I briefly ran into Chelsea and her boyfriend (I don't know why I still dream about her. That's, well, pretty weird. Really freaky. I'm glad nobody reads this). Very brief encounter. I don't know if I actually got the thing on the top shelf or not. Anyway, we were on our way out, and ran into them, and stopped and talked for a bit, then ran into Becca as well. Just the five of us.

So yeah, just a bunch of random crap.

Katy Perry -- I Kissed a Girl

2008-10-02

The taste of her cherry chapstick

So I'm feeling kind of emotional and vulnerable and depressed right now. Yes, it's going to be one of those posts. You've been warned.

Yesterday was a really good day. Chem II's going really well, got two straight 100's on my last quizzes. Probability's really, really easy so far, but that's going to get interesting when the calculus stuff starts coming in, since it's been so long since I've really done that part. I talked to Jackie before class yesterday, that was really nice. She's got gorgeous eyes (and she knows it). Anyway, she's taking Calc I this semester, she's going to be a math major. Actually wrote my first essay for FA, have to wait and see how it's received.

Got an estimate on my truck yesterday. One thousand, six hundred, and twenty-two dollars and ninety-eight cents. My truck's not worth much more than that. We'll see how the insurance company reacts. The best part is that that's actually a little on the conservative side - that estimate is with having them just fixing the side panel, not replacing it. That number will go up by some amount - I don't know how much - if they have to just replace the entire panel.

So I've been playing Dungeons & Dragons - Tiny Adventures on Facebook, and healed Lilie's character a few times. Admittedly, it's enlightened self-interest - you get a buff for healing other people's characters. Odd dynamic, I think. Whatever. Then she invited me to Blood Lust, which is a weird little vampire game, but it's really integrating advertising tie-ins and recruiting to a new, infuriating level for those of us who look for that kind of thing ("Don't forget to invite daily!") I maxed out as far as I could go without recruiting more friends, so I quit that. But I keep seeing her in my online friends, and I don't even recognize her in the new picture she's got posted on her profile. Anyway, it had me reminiscing a lot. I hate doing that, especially when Lilie's involved. Started getting really depressed, almost to the point of tears. Of course, that left me with only one course of action - went through the list of girls' profiles on my friends list that'll make me super depressed - Chelsea, Lilie, Melissa, Ashley, Beth, those are the ones that come to mind.

Oh! I saw Ashley Hughes yesterday (it was a busy day, apparently) in the music building on my way out. I know she saw me. Not that any of that matters - like most of the girls in my life, they're a much bigger part of my life than I am in theirs. That's probably related to why I have such a hard time letting go of people. But that's another story for another time.

So yeah, went through those, was crying by the end of it. That's something I've done a few times in the past few weeks.

Yeah, that pretty much gets us to where we're at now.

Kate Perry -- I Kissed a Girl