2005-03-29

Don't you know that you're toxic?

So I have to go open in about twenty minutes. I hate the hour or so before I have to leave. I don't particularly enjoy opening either, but the time right before I have to leave really, really sucks. I still want to take some time off and go somewhere. I mean, taking time off but spending it all here wouldn't really be time off. Well, it would, but... you know what I mean. Or you don't.


So Scott's been down all weekend. Well, Saturday - Monday. So that's fun. Assuming everything went according to plan, at least. Didn't get to meet him. Lilie had said she wanted us to meet, but was worried that it might be kind of awkward for me. It wouldn't - I'd have loved to meet the guy. I almost called over there Sunday evening, 'cause I thought I was working Sunday night, but worked Sunday day, plus I think I left my memory card over there, but I didn't want to bother them. I just hope we talk again some time.

That girl never called back, which is probably for the best.

Stolen from Lilie, but I thought it would be fun to do...*shrug*

Thirteen random things you like:

1) DDR
2) World of Warcraft
3) girls with large feathery wings (this is *not* an anime thing)
4) sleeping
5) water
6) that place between awake and asleep
7) megamixes
8) being an ass to stupid people
9) bad movies
10) being outside in the rain
11) leaving
12) good stand-up comedy
13) loud music

Twelve movies you like:
1) The New Guy
2) Star Wars (IV - VI; I - II can kiss my ass)
3) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
4) Braveheart
5) Josie and the Pussycats
6) Princess Bride
7) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
8) UHF
9) Napoleon Dynamite
10) TMNT I, II, and III
11) Transformers: The Movie
12) LOTR trilogy

Eleven bands/artists/celebrities you can't stand:
1) Keanu Reeves
2) Tom Hanks
3) Tom Cruise
4) Adam Sandler
5) Drew Barrymore
6) Creed
7) Jennifer Love Hewitt
8) Jeff Foxworthy
9) Paris Hilton
10) Michael Jackson
11) Britney Spears, post-marriage

Describe ten things about you ... physically:
1) Very big
2) blue eyes
3) little hands
4) short hair
5) pronounced canines
6) calloused feet
7) hairy
8) scar on my head
9) not photogenic
10) hard to miss

Nine good friends: (in no particular order)
1) Jarrod
2) Lilie
3) Rose
4) David
5) Chelsea (the big red one)
6) um...
7) um...
8) um...
9) um...

That's sad. I even came back and edited this whole thing, and *still* can't think of any more.

Eight people you’ve kissed:
1) Kenni
2) Mindy
3) Terri
4) Suzie
5) Lilie
6)
7)
8)

There's actually only five.

Seven songs you love:
1) Let's Get It Started - The Black Eyed Peas
2) Come With Me - Special D
3) Cool Baby - DJ HMX ft Plural
4) This Kiss - Faith Hill
5) 1000 Words - Koda Kumi
6) El Shaddai - various, Amy Grant
7) Dare to be Stupid - Weird Al

Six things that annoy you:
1) people who call repeatedly on the phone
2) the middle finger
3) Stupid people
4) four way stops
5) inane repitition
6) society

Five things you touch everyday:
1) pillow
2) keyboard
3) floor
4) water
5) my door (these are all kind of cheap and generic, I know)

Four shows you watch:
1) MST3K
2) The Daily Show
3) Chapelle's Show
4) um... Red vs Blue?

Three things you wear every day:
1) Black shorts
2) Plain-colored T-Shirt
3) A weird expression designed to confuse people

Two people you can't live without:
1) Mom
2) Lilie

One place you feel the most comfortable:
1) At the moment, I don't know where I feel comfortable

2005-03-23

Maybe it's nothing, maybe it's all just in my mind

So I called her. And she called me back.

And we hung out last night.

It was... alright. Nothing magical, but we definitely enjoyed each other's comnpany. We'll probably hang out again. She said she'll call.

In other news, what've I been up to? Well...

Not much. Work, school, DDR, WoW. Fun.

Lilie and I have, well, stabalized. We've had some interesting conversations in recent times, which have both comforted and confused me, but I'm okay with where we are. That's been as far as I've gotten. I'm still in love with her, in a very active sense, not passive or anything. I don't begrudge her her current relationship or anything - on the contrary, I'm ecstatic that things are going so well for the two of them, and I really hope it works out. It's encouraging to see Lilie dealing with the issues that have in the past prevented her from maintaining a relationship, though it has only been a month and a half. He's coming down this weekend. That'll be a fun couple of days.

Managed to get Jarrod hooked on WoW. Was pretty easy, too.

I'll post more later. Best Buy is selling 160 gig, 7200 rpm, 8 mb cache Western Digital Hard Drives for 30 dollars. I already got one for Lilie, put it in her computer, got XP Pro up and running, and fixed her sound. My main right now is a 40 gig 5400 rpm 2 mb cache, so I'll be upgrading my main. Not quite sure what to do with the old one; probably keep it around in case I ever need some auxiliary storage.

2005-03-19

Turn off the lights

I have to hurry up and get to work, but I had to write about this...

First off, I'm going to kill Lacey for putting me in this situation to begin with. But since I already am, might as well consider it.

Should I call her? Everyone I've talked to so far - Rose, Jarrod, Mom, and Janelle - think I should. Rose is already trying to synch our schedules so that she can go and make things easier for everyone concerned, but if I do call her and it happens, I'll just fly solo. But I don't know if I'm going to. I mean, there's no real reason not to... but I've never done anything like this before.

Wait, well, sort of. Twice, if you wanna stretch things just a tad.

Argh.

2005-03-14

Groove is in the heeeeeeeea--whar----t

Just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forsaken this, nor do I plan on another three month hiatus. I have updates planned for this week (I sound like a website runner-guy or the press release guy on a MMO or something...). Or something like that.

2005-03-07

Love, life, and laughter is all I believe in

Alright, I haven't written in like almost two weeks now. So, how're things going now? Well... things are... interesting. Things with Lilie? I'm not entirely sure. Well, I am, I'm just not sure how much I'm allowed to talk about, so I'll post what I think I can get away with, then if she tells me to take parts of it down, well, the people who read it first, consider yourself lucky.

So, I'm not sure where to start. I guess I'll try to finish the Mindy saga. There will be parts that are just black boxes; highlight them to read what's contained within. Be warned, though: those are like that for a reason.

So where did we last leave off? I'm not entirely sure.

So Mindy. Yeah.

After school started, that entire year... I have a ton of memories, but seem to have problems putting them in order. So, here goes.

I went to Colorado with her twice, once the summer after Junior year, and once the summer after Senior year. Both times were a lot of fun. We went white-water rafting both times, which was a lot of fun. For some reason, probably because I was 18, they made me a Cabin Leader the second year. Fun times.

We broke up a total of nine times throughout the course of our relationship, which means we got back together eight times. Most of them, I don't really remember. There weren't really any trends - it was split more or less evenly between the two of us, for various reasons. I remember one time, she called me at work to tell me she had been dating Ray, this snare drum player, since that morning and that we were broken up (Well, I guess that makes sense. She couldn't very well call me to tell me she'd ben dating this guy since this morning, but that we *weren't* broken up.) I remember how we got back together that time, though. I went over to her house late one night - after 10 or so (hey, we were still in high school - she was a freshman). I started giving her a full body massauge, and we ended up having sex. And then, we got back together; she called Ray and broke up with him the next morning. Fun times.

Kevin's kind of obnoxious, and I don't like him.

Anyway.

So I'm leaving now.

Oh, apparently, Mindy's on cocaine now. That makes two girlfriends on illegal substances now. It's fun hearing about them. Several married, more with kids... fun times.